Thursday, January 2, 2014

Jan 2, 2013

I Believe
Dear Alex,
     Today I took a stand for something I believed in.  That something was us.  I know that this relationship has been everything but easy, but for some reason, through all the bad, and the hardship we both manage to hold on to something good that keeps us going.  As I sat there on the bench in the garage of harvard square, not sure if I would get snowed in, or not be able to get home, for some reason at that moment none of that mattered.  I have never been so sure about anything then I am about us.  I love every moment I spend with you, even the shitty ones, even when we are fighting I still don't want to let you leave or hang up, because every moment I am in some way with you I am overall a happier person.  I wake up in the mornings things about you, and sometimes I pretend not to know that I called you super early, but the truth is I know I just couldn't wait any longer to hear your voice.  It makes me really sad to see how bad things have gotten, but I know in my heart we will make it through, because like I said I believe in us.  Even if things don't turn around right away we have another year left and after that is wont be up to anyone else but us.  I love you baby, please write me back in your blog.