1am regrets
Dear Baby,
Looking back there are so many things I really regret. Starting with all the times I fought with you, when I could have be spending that time showing you how much I truly love you. I wish more then anything I could take back all the times I was mean to you, and picked fights with you over stupid meaningless shit, because honestly you are the best thing that ever happened to me, and you truly make me so incredibly happy, I should have been spending every moment I had with you being happy with you, not causing problems where there didn't need to be any. Though I really regret all this, my biggest regret of all is not realizing all of this way sooner. I spent so long complaining about you, I never took the time to appreciate all the things you did for me, like be there for me over and over again, even with my crazy family and crazy self, all you ever did was try to make me happy. Stupid me though could never appreciate it, and now that you are gone I would do anything to just spend one more day just laying around watching cartoons with you, and just one more night cuddling with you, waking up at two in the morning and just laughing about the most random shit that no one else in the world would find funny, and then finally me getting tired and you rubbing my hair until I fall asleep in your arms. If I ever get to have a moment like that again, I promise no matter what I wont waste on second fighting with you, and will spend every moment being so grateful that I was lucky enough to find the one person in this world that will be there for me no matter what, stick by me through thick and thin, and make me laugh, and just completely fill my heart with bliss.
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