Two crying babies and one crying Ari
Tonight I babysat two babies with Alex. I was kind of nervous because Alex hates children, but it actually went a lot better then I expected. He really bonded with the little boy we babysat, and when the boy wouldn't stop crying at night Alex was the only one out of both of us who could get him to calm down. After the babies were asleep we cuddled for a while and I found out that even though Marii sent me all those horrible messages Alex still failed to defend me. That just kind of made me feel like shit, because when I said something mean to Marii a while ago, Alex immediately jumped into his super man costume and defended her, and completely trashed me, but now that things were the other way around he couldn't even say something as simple as "Hey Marii, saying shit like that to my girlfriend is not cool." Regardless at the end I just decided to say fuck it, because I really miss Alex so much and don't want to argue with him at all, because if we do I wont be able to call him and fix things, which means I will never be able to sleep. We ended the night with a hug and a kiss, but I was a pretty big mess, because the Marii thing really hurt a ton.
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