Today was long and extremely boring. I thought about you a lot today and even though I am not supposed to because it distracts you, I still texted you while you were in school. I think I am doing pretty well this term with my education and have a 90 in my chemistry class. Also I decorated the house for christmas while my mother was out as a surprise for her. Though she didn't really seem to care much. Other then that my day wasn't so eventful, but you will be proud to know I actually attended jiu jitsu tonight. I left 5 minutes early to try to call you but you didn't answer which was okay because I had gotten to Skype with you earlier, which honestly made my entire day. Lately I've been slightly worried, because I have been in this situation before with Jon and what ended up happening is it got to be too hard and we both eventually moved on. Maybe this time is different, because I'm not entirely sure my past "loves" really counted as loves...Truthfully I think you are the first guy I have ever loved this much, and would really be willing to wait for, for as long as it takes to be with you. I keep picturing in my head how good you were putting the baby back to sleep, and it was honestly the cutest thing ever, and it made me think that maybe one day me and you will get married and have our own little baby and you will take such good care of it, like you did for that baby saturday night. We will have our own cute little apartment, and maybe a cat named Fredrick Lamar the second? Just a thought...Alright well I think that is enough thinking for one night... Goodnight sweetheart, I am really glad we decided to do this, because I now get excited waiting for your post!
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