Last night after I devised a plan to get you back in my mother's good graces, you got to sleepover and I finally got to fall asleep in your arms again. It was honestly the best night ever, and I slept like a rock. It kind of sucked that you had to leave this morning to go shovel, because I really wished we could have laid in bed cuddling forever! After that we went to the mall, and while shopping I realized that you really do so much, just to see me happy, and will do whatever it takes to make me happy. I know about the conversation you and my mom had but the truth is I just said that to make my mom happy. I know you said you don't think we should stay together when I go to college, so it is kind of embarrassing to tell you this, but I thought you were serious when you said you would move to whatever town I went to school in and we would live together and that's what I had hoped would happen. I love you so much and I know people say you are supposed to leave you past behind when you go off to school, but I don't want to leave you behind, I want to take you with me. I don't want to start a new chapter in my life unless it involves you. You are like my other half, and I always thought no matter what changes came about in life, me and you would be taking them on together....But maybe I was wrong since in the car you seemed so sure that we should go our separate ways when it's time for me to go off...Let me know what you think in your post.
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